autismmommyx2

Hey Everyone!  I'm back.  Sorry I haven't been on in forever, but a lot has been going on in my life.  We moved over the summer, that took us 41 days, it was nuts, and also my computer decided to stop working.  My baby is now in 1st grade and  my oldest is in 3rd, they are growing so fast.   My hubby and I were having some issues, but hopefully we'll get that shit straightened out soon.  also he got arrested on a probation violation about 2 weeks ago, so I'm trying to deal with that stress.  At least I was able to get into a great church and made some friends there before that happened.  I go to Glad Tidings Church out here in West Lawn near my house so I can walk there if I have to.  And I started working on my book again, I got the first three chapters completely written.  So other than that, not much is going on in my life. I'll post again soon, as long as my computer works.

1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Sure

2) Was your last hook up a mistake?
No way

3)What kind of phone do you have?
pre paid cell

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
my hubby

5) Do you regret it?
No way! I love my  hubby.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
I could write a book or two on the subject.

8) Are you a boy or girl?
A girl

9) What is your relationship status?
Happily married

10) How do you want to die?
In my sleep!

11) What did you last eat?
Pasta shells w/ butter, salt, and parm cheese.

12) Played any sports?
Use to play soccer in HS

13) Do you bite your nails?
yes, all the time

14) When was your last physical fight?
High school

15) Do you have an attitude?
Yes, so don't provoke me

16) Do you like someone?
yes

17) What is your real name?
Carolyn

18) What color is your shirt?
Black with the Flyers logo on it

19) Are you gonna get high later?
no

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Octo-mom

21) Do you miss someone?
My father

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl

23) Do you tan a lot?
No, but I should

24) Have any pets?
1 dog

25) How exactly are you feeling?
extremely tired

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
yes

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
yes

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
No, hence the word EX in reference to them.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
HELL YES!!!! ugh

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
possibly

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
yes

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Stay inside and spend time with my kids and hubby

33) Do you want to have kids?
Already have 2

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an A?
yes

35) Tattoos, love them or hate them?
Love, love, love. I have a list of the new ones I want to get

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
3, ears and naval

37) Want any more?
maybe my nose

38) Can you spell well?
sometimes

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
I wonder how certain people are occasionally.

40) What are you craving right now?
Taco Bell's nachos and Wendy's Jr Bacon Cheeseburger and cheese fries

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
no

42) Last person you told happy birthday to?
My best friend Jenn :)

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
no, but I'd love to learn to ride

44) Kissed someone in a truck?
my hubby

45) Have you ever broken someones heart?
yes

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
yes, and it still fucking hurts

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Yes.

48) Who was the last person to make you cry?
my hubby

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
been there, done that

50) What should you be doing?
Showering.

51) What’s irritating you right now?
my kids

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
yes

53) Does somebody love you?
yes

54) What is your favorite color?
blue

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes, only once

56) Have you ever cheated?
yes, and still regret it

57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes. I try not to judge, but I do.

58) What are you doing today?
Taking care of my sick kids

59) What time did you get up today?
7am

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
My mom is great, we get along wonderfully. My dad passed away 3yrs ago due to M.S., but he was wonderful .

61) How many siblings do you have?
2 older brothers

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
I hope not.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My hubby

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Not always.

65) Is it easier for you to forgive or forget?
forgive

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Idk

67) What was your childhood nickname?
Carrie, Care Bear, Care, Cara, The Rage : take your pick

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
no

69) Do you prefer a shower or bath?
bath

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
In the long run, yes.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Went to the bathroom.

72) Who is the last person to text you?
my friend Diane

73) What is bothering you?
Stress

74) When's the last time you screamed?
Been awhile

75) Do you play the Wii?
no

76) Are you listening to music right now?
no, unfortunately, I'm watching kid movies

77) Do you like Chinese food?
Hell yes

78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
March 4th

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Not so much these days, but I used to be BIG time.

80) Is cheating ever okay?
No. If you feel the need to cheat, you shouldn't be dating!

81) Are you mean?
I can be, but not really. I am too nice, usually.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
no

83) Flip flops or shoes?
Shoes.

84) Do you believe in true love?
I do.

88) Do you like the outside?
some what

89) Are you currently bored?
yes

90) Do you want to get married?
Already there.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
only when my hubby does it, which isn't often.

92) Are you hungry?
Yes.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
yes

94) What makes you happy?
Being at home, hanging with friends, enjoying quiet time, and  spending quality time with my hubby.

95) Would you change your name?
maybe

96) Ever been to Alaska?
No

98) Do you watch the news?
hardley

99) What's your zodiac sign?
Gemini

100) Do you like Subway?
not as mush as Quiznos

101) Would it be hard to kiss your ex?
Yes!

102)Your best friend of the opposite sex say they like you.
I would probably smack them across the face.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
sometimes

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
sometimes

106) Do you have a FRIEND of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
A few

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my 6 yr old

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
No, cause I smoke as well

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My hubby

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
Idk

111) Can you count to one million?
What's the point?

       I just wanted to give everyone an update. I apologize for not being on much. Our prehistoric computer was on the fritz. We just don't have the money to bet a new one and James hasn't been working a whole lot due to the weather. The boys are both sick now, they got sent home from school yesterday due to snotty noses and low grade fevers, we took them to the doctor and luckily they only have colds. Michael (6) has been mouthing off recently and we don't know where it's coming from and Lil' James (8) has really began getting violent, he hits, kicks, pinches, bites and pulls hair now. Mind you, he is stronger than me and I have bruises all over my body from him. Oh, he also like to grab and pull on boobs as well, so they are all bruised up. An update on my story, I do have chapter 2 written and I will be posting it soon if everyone wants me to. It will only be veiwable to friends because I'm afraid my idea will be taken and used by someone else. That's it for now, I'll be around.

      Merry Meet my friends. Queen Tatyana here and I have a red dragon named Starfire. This is our tale.

      One misty morning I stumbled across a pale dragon. Fully grown in size, it told that she had lived her days to the fullest. Slowly as I crept around her body, a soft whimper seemed to ease from a bundle of sticks nearby. Suddenly, as I placed my hand on the colorless beast, a smooth sticky slime filled my hand.  I gasped noticing that it was blood. "This dragon must have been killed" I said out loud as if someone were to hear me. Sliding my hand on my traveling cloak, I made my way to the pile of sticks, where the whimper grew louder. Bits of a fiery colored shell laid around the ground as if it had been smashed to bits.  I inched closer before lifting a few sticks to find a newborn.  Her fiery color hot as the flames of hell. I gazed at her in wonder, seeing how she looked at me. Her eyes filled with terror and fear of being alone.  
      I slowly reached out to her,  trying not to startle her, she slightly pulled back before letting me touch her forehead. A weird marking seemed to be pressed into her head.  I quickly traced the marking, seeing now that it was in the form of a star. I cradled the tiny dragon in my arms, keeping her warm against thta chilly morning. "Hush now little one, your safe... I'll take care of you".  She cooed to my words as if to say her love.  I smiled, replacing my index finger on her star like mark.  "I'll call you....Starfire".   I leaned in to kiss her mark, she leaned up and licked my lips before I could and we both seemed to giggle in happyness. 
     I have seen to her care since that fatefull morning.  Starfire is now five years old and has developed her flame. She is my messenger, my daughter, my best friend, and my guard.  Starfire loves attention, and is extremely sweet and gentle. But be warned that if someone attacks me or my followers, Starfire will protect us with her entire being.

My 6yr old son has recently decided that it would be a good idea to start chewing on the teeth of his zippers so he could get the main zipper off to eat it. He has now ate 3 zippers, The school nurse has now told me to no longer send him to school wearing a coat, that I'm supposed to layer his sweatshirts so he'll be warm enough. I can't believe she didn't  just suggest that we get him a coat that snaps up. My hubby is going to be exetremley pissed when he get home and finds this shit out. I have no fucking clue why my son has decided to eat zippers. He's driving me crazy!!!! I can't take this shit right now. At least my 8yr old has been behaving so far. Because his new thing is to hit, kick, pinch, and pull hair on others, mainly me. I can't handle them both being obnoxious at the same fucking time.

Well, I'm finally getting somewhere with this damn book I'm trying to write. I was doing some research online and got some great info that I can incorporate into my story. So I'm a bit happier today. Now if my darling hubby would get up to take me to the library so I can get that research done, I'll be even better. I need to go to the young adult section and get a base line of how long the books usually are and about how many illustrations are in them. I already know that my book will have some illustrations in it, and I already have my  illustrator lined up for when I'll need her. I asked my mom to do it because she is an amazing artist and I trust her judgment when it comes to art. I'm gonna try to get my hubby up now so I can get to the library, I will keep everyone posted on my progress.